Dolce Vita / The most shameful thing I’ve ever done
Dante’s Beach, Ravenna
It is raining at last, thank God, and the sound of thunder cascades across the heavens like some kind of conversation. This infernally hot summer is drawing to a close. The swallows left last week for sub-Saharan Africa, the bee-eaters the week before. Even the nudists – well, most of them – are going away, back to Amsterdam, Düsseldorf, Bologna and Milan.
Yet I dread, as we slide inexorably once more towards winter, not the ghost-town reality of a tourist village out of season, but the deep cold and the dense fog to come like the ghost of the sea. I always wonder at this time of year: will I be granted one more summer?
How did it ever happen that I ended up here in Italy like a gypsy or an imam as the father of six children? The story began when after graduation I went to Puglia in the deep south to teach English and fell in love for the first time in my life, with a girl called Anna, whose father was dead but whose uncle asked me over Sunday lunch: ‘What are your intentions?’ She was not allowed out after 11 p.m. and had rows with her mother.
We split up after a year or so, thanks largely to my morbid jealousy because she was beautiful and much sought after and I could not cope. I went back to Britain in a desolate mood and left behind my MV Agusta 350 motorbike with drop handlebars. But........
