Warning: This article discusses suicide.

I was 32 when my older brother Sam died by suicide.

To call him that, a brother, feels inadequate. As kids, we were by each other’s side when our youngest brother, Luke, died of SIDS at eight weeks old, and as adults, we travelled overseas together, lived in share houses, and socialised in the same circles.

Jessica Maguire with her late brother, Sam, as kids.

Sam was my safe space, my cheerleader and my best friend. When he died, I was crushed. Emotionally, I felt........

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