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The hope that endured in childhood can become a source of suffering in adulthood.
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"I know my parent probably isn't going to change…but maybe this time will be different."
I've heard countless versions of this statement in my psychotherapy practice. Sometimes it's spoken after a painful holiday gathering. Other times it follows another critical phone call or interaction in which an adult child once again feels unseen, criticized, dismissed, or emotionally wounded.
Intellectually, many adult children recognize that their parent is unlikely to become the nurturing, emotionally available, validating person they have longed for. Emotionally, however, letting go of that hope can feel almost impossible.
There is a good reason for this. During childhood, hope wasn't simply a wish—it was often a psychological necessity.
Hope Helps Children Survive
Children are biologically wired to seek closeness with their caregivers. Attachment theory tells us that children depend on their parents not only for physical survival but also for emotional regulation, safety, and the development of their sense of self (Bowlby, 1988). Unlike adults, children cannot realistically conclude, "My parent(s) aren’t emotionally capable of meeting my needs, so I'll stop expecting it."
Instead, they often arrive at another explanation: If I'm better—more successful, more lovable, less difficult—then maybe they'll finally notice me, approve of me, or love me the way I need.
This belief protects children from an unbearable reality. Accepting that the very people they depend on may never consistently provide emotional safety is far more threatening than believing change is still possible.
From a developmental perspective, this adaptation is remarkably intelligent. Hope preserves attachment and promotes survival. The challenge is that what protects us during childhood can quietly imprison us in adulthood.
When Childhood Hope Becomes Adult Pain
Many adults continue approaching their parents with the same emotional blueprint they developed decades earlier. They hope this holiday will be different, this accomplishment will finally earn approval, or this conversation will finally bring........