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Trying to regulate your emotions mid-fight is like locking up mid-race. You have to feel all of it.
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Co-authored by Galit Romanelli
2.20.2019. The night before the Tel Aviv Marathon, my wife Galit and I had a huge fight.
She felt I was irresponsible. That timing of the race was bad and I would be exhausted and not present for the weekend with the kids before going away on a business trip. I felt like she was suddenly changing our arrangement.
We moved between talking and not talking. Between being insulted and hurting each other.
She asked me to cancel the marathon. I said no. I said "Galit, this marathon is more important to me right now than your request." We woke up at 4:30 the following morning and drove to the race. In that drive I felt so alone. Galit was running a 10k. I was running the full marathon. And away I went.
As I started running, all I could think about was how alone I felt. I was moving between feeling sorry for myself and being angry at my wife. Feeling sorry for myself and being angry. Over and over. Stuck. Stuck. Stuck.
Kilometer 21: The only way around is through
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